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Monday, 1 April 2013

Never Together... Never Apart...Part-7





Everything happens for a reason…If the happening is bad, your loved ones won’t let it happen.
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The reason I heard which turned my heart pale, I want to grab him close to mine but I fail. Did he say I was the reason for his beat, which left my heart lit…

I silently held the cell phone close to my ear while my heartbeats sounded more like the drum beats. I reversed past one minute and heard Samar’s voice in my head again. 

‘Can’t you see that I am falling for you? Can’t you see you have become as important as breathing to me? Can’t you see Samar is falling in love with his Pari?’ he said.

His words made me happy. I had my answer. Yes, Samar feels the same for me. My world seemed so beautiful for those few minutes as if I was escorted to an all new world where no worries lie, no sorrows exist, it’s just me and him… together. Soon my fantasy world seemed to be dragged to the reality when Samar continued after the heart throbbing silence.

‘Pari, I know, we can never be together. You belong from a conservative family; you won’t be allowed to marry me. But even if you are, yet, we won’t be like those perfect partners. We are awesome as friends but we would be worst in love. We won’t understand each other as a couple should. Sometimes, it’s better to limit the relation to save what we already have. We have no future together, so why to get addicted to you. It’s better if we stay away’ he said and stopped.

Millions of thoughts were going on his mind and so were mine. He was not wrong; his words were true. We had no future together. We won’t be the same in love, we would end up fighting the way we would not even expect to be. I had no answer to his reason; we had known this from the very beginning that we were never mean to be together. But this stupid heart, it does not understand the rules of not loving the person who means the world to it.

I silently held the cell phone while stream of tears ran down my cheek. I wanted to scream my heart out to him saying how badly I want to be with him for the rest of my life, but I preferred keeping my screaming heart shut for the betterment of our future. 

‘But didn’t you promise me that you will be by my side forever’ I said softly as I sobbed.

‘Didn’t I tell you, we are the sides of river which are never together but never apart? I will be by your side bound my soul, forever’ he replied.

Now I could easily understand what he meant that day, what that promise meant which he did to me while leaving. We were not moving towards love. We had decided to stay where we were standing since past five years. Yes, five years had passed by since we began talking over Face Book. A lot many things had changed between us but we were yet “Unnamed,” we were destined to remain Unnamed, I guess. 

We were sensible enough to understand the reality and strong enough to accept our destiny of not being together ever. However, I was crazy; I would not let him walk out of my life in anyway. He kept his promise and he never tried to walk away. We decided to live the moments we have together, because none of us knew the future, which will get us apart. We never confessed that we love each other, but we did, I guess. 

It was my 22nd birthday, when I was obviously expecting him to call at midnight. I was in my sweatpants, with messy hair and sleepy eyes when my cell phone rang for a call. It was Samar. I happily received the call and as soon as I said a hello, I heard a husky voice saying ‘Come down at your basement car parking. I am waiting’.

My heart started thumping, and chased towards him. Did he travel to my city for my birthday? This thought gave me shivers down my spine, shivers of nervousness and happiness altogether. I silently opened the main door of my apartment getting unnoticed by my parents who were snoring deep in sleep. I ran towards the basement parking to see Samar standing there with a chocolate truffle pastry and a pink colored candle in his right hand. The parking was not well lit. The dim lights made the parking seem to be the most romantic place ever on this darn universe.

“Happy Birthday,” Samar slid his left hand on my waist, hugged me, giving a peck on my cheeks.

“Aww…Thank you,” I hugged him even more tightly. I was feeling his touch after a long time. I kissed him back on his cheeks.

Dim light was adding more to the moment. He was looking into my eyes. His one hand was holding the pastry and other was covering my waist. “I wish this hug lasts forever,” He said and my heart skipped a beat. It felt astonishing. For the first time he was saying something romantic. I remained quiet. His eyes were melting my eyes down. My eyelashes dropped. I looked down and my face turn pinkish as I blushed.


 

He tightened his grip on my waist and came closer. I could feel his heavy breath. I could feel his soul coming closer and touching my soul. He placed the pastry on the bonnet of his car and kept his hand on my chin. He pushed my head up a little and brought his lips closer. 

I had butterflies wandering in my stomach. My heart increased its pace. I closed my eyes and surrendered myself to him. He clutched his fingers in my fingers and in no time, I could feel his lips on mine. He left a little imprint on my lips and moved back. “Happy Birthday Pari, you are life to me” He smiled and said. My heart was still uncontrollable.

“I missed you,” I said (My heart wished to say I Love you) and our lips met again. His hands were moving on my waist and mine were holding him from the back of his neck. Goldfish of our kiss dived deeply. We were achieving each other with the each passing moment. We fell in the deep ocean of love.
He made a little space for his fingers and reached my bare belly. I couldn’t control myself, nor could he. He unlocked the car and in no time, we were inside it. His hands explored me. He kissed every part of my soul and body. He painted my body with the touch of love and after a long love session. I slept there in his arms, resting my head on his chest listening to his heartbeats until the morning.

 

We knew that we had no future together, but few things are beyond our limits. Love is one of them.


It was love, love in his arms.
The fire-igniting kiss, keeps us warm
.
The magic he left on my lips,
The Unsaid love, The ‘I love you’ He scripts.
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Make me fall for him, Make me dive,
The Kiss, the hug, the love which survive.
.
Yes, we were sides of river, Never together…Never Apart…
The sides met, they loved and melted in watering heart.


TO BE CONTINUED...
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Author-
Drishti Dasgupta (Blogger at Because you'are- One of a Kind)

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