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Friday, 5 October 2012

More than friend but less than lover.... by Poonam Bhagtani

Fasla to hai par koi fasla nahi,,,
Mujhse tu juda sahi par dil se juda nahi...
      
Lost in these lines of yours I m trying to find you in my life which is no more mine and taken away by you. My eyes shade tears for you, heart beats only for you, mind every time thinks about you, ears are desperate to hear your voice once again. My name which used to sound sweetest in your voice has now lost its meaning. 

Every time I read our old conversation I miss you even more, tears come out and give heavy competition to rain. All songs that you sang for me now seem rythmless. My smile has lost its dimples, eyes have stopped twinkling like stars, and colors of flowers has been fade away. My tea is tasteless; sleep is restless in absence of you. It’s hard for me now to find comfort anything.

Yesterday while reading our conversation my eyeballs stucked in one line where you said we are best friends. That time I wanted to tell you how much I like you, think about you, care for you and that I want to be something more than just friends, but unwillingly I agreed because I have always respected and trusted you. May be you yourself were not satisfied with your statement that’s why you told me, read again and understand what I want to convey. You further added I never want to loose a sweet friend like you. I think you have noticed my love and care for you or may be you have been feeling the same for me. I don’t know why but I decided not to express my feelings as it may hurt you. I wanted to everything to make you happy and decided to be just friend.

Was it destiny, mere coincidence or your intuition that after six months you were curious to know my feelings for you? Memories of that night are still alive somewhere in my mind when you were provoking me to reveal the truth I have been hiding for so long. I couldn’t fathom what you were up to or what would be your reaction. I have never cared about your negative reaction because nothing can change my love for you, and I have always believed that love is a reciprocal thing it can’t be felt truly by one. I was just waiting for that one moment. I expressed my love for you and to my surprise you responded in positive. I was invigorated and dancing on cloud nine when heartlessly you broke my dream and took me back to reality. You agreed that you feel the same for me but you don’t think much about it as there is no future of us. You didn’t want to loose a friend which you found in me. My heart was shattered and broken into pieces, I felt myself as a fool. Somehow I gathered courage and asked you that what name will you give to our relationship and you with tears in your eyes replied ‘More than friend and less than lover.’

I tried not to think about you, care for you miss you and above all love you but every attempt made me to love you even more. Some feelings can never be changed but yes I accept you as more than friend and less than lover.

Tu mere saath hai
Ye ek khubsurat ehsas hai,
Mere aaj, mere kal mein,
Tanha mere har pal mein,,
Meri subah, meri shaam mein
Mere har kaam mein,,
Haatho se chhuta hath hai
Par fir bhi tu mere saath hai,,
Meri shamo mein in hasti ankho mein
Tere bin main rahi jin rato mein,,
Un pyar bhari baato mein,
Teri muskurati un yadon mein,,
Wo batein ankahee reh gayi,
Wo yadein adhuri reh gayi,,
Fir bhi kahin na kahin,,
Mujh hi me tu mere saath hai,,
Yehi sab se pyara ehsas hai,,,,,

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30 comments:

  1. its wonderful..especially the poem :)

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  2. I can connect with it.Every single word of it as if i was the protagonist !!
    U made me cry , u touched ....

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  3. hey Poonam..dis stry is mine...thanks to u..u wrote it vry nicly wit al emotions...thanks..
    yes d same happn wit me...1mthn back..today his decision wht he took..accepting me as more than frnd but less dan love...yes today also i do cry at nyt..for him...:(

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  4. glad to knw dat u lyk the stry,,,thank you.. i just hope dat one day he wl realize ur worth n wl come back to u..all the bst :)

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    1. ya..i hope so..lets c!!
      n ur mst welcum dear..:)

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  5. Dis Story Completely Belongs to me.....I Too Accepted the fact to stay More than friend but less than a lover....ND i too not able to sleep at nyt thinking of her all the tym....U made me cry....

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