Seems
like my mom dad already made their way to dreams. I looked around in
the room, there is no one breathing except me. To kill my loneliness... I
opened my FB account. I clicked the 'Chat On' at 2:03 AM. I always kept
my chat off. Those unknown strangers were the only hope to me tonight.
My known still strangers had already left me alone. They didn't even
bother to ask "How are you?" or "Are you alright?" , "Anything you want
to share with us?". At the same time this stupid Facebook status box
keeps asking me to share what I have in me to share.
Yes, I
preferred this status box over them. After putting a status and getting
some comments like "Anything serious bro?" "Why are you sad?", i felt
satisfied. These little pampering comments were far better than those
known strangers. Reading them I felt good. I left the real world miles
behind in my life. Now, I preferred staying on FB just to get the little
pamper my lonely heart deserved. I turned back to the chat box after
getting fascinating likes and comments. There were few messages saying
"Are you Insomniac? "Go and sleep? "Ullu hai kya?" I just read them and
ignored.
My mobile screen was the only emitting cell in my
room. I somehow made my way to switch board and brightened my room.
Darkness disappeared, giving me a clear view of my current life. I am
actually alone. Out of the darkness I just saw my shadow following me.
Following me, until I reached the washbasin. My eyes were too dull to
look around. I put my both hands on washbasin and moved my chin up. I
found my cheeks getting washed by my tears. I had tears in my dull eyes.
I couldn't even feel tears on my eyes now.They always stay there. I
have cried a lot. I moved my hands abruptly all around my face and tried
to make myself smile.
I did. I smiled.
I looked up
again. Though my lips were having a curve upward still my eyes were
glowing with pain. I had no choice. I put the tap on and splash water on
my face two three times. This pain was in-washable. I moved the furry
towel all around my face. Tears were wiped out and so was my pain. Now I
could easily see the person standing in the mirror. I looked around
him. He was alone. I tried to kill his loneliness by passing a smile. He
smiled back to me. As, if he wanted to make a new friend. We kept
smiling to each other. He was no more lonely. He just found a new
friend. . Who won't leave him ever. I was trustworthy.
I
closed the tap and came back to my room. Meanwhile, my eyes managed to
fill them again. Thy were weeping silently again. I looked again at the
clock. It shows "2:28"
I turned off the light. My last friend,
my shadow left me too. I lied somewhere near the bed on the floor. I
took a pillow and slept down. You know the best part about pillow. They
soak all the tears all the pain you share with it at night. I always
found it wet at nights and dry at mornings. I hugged it and doze-off to
live another lonely day next morning.
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