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Tuesday 21 May 2013

No Love Lost... No Love Found - The end is here

<Knock> <Knock> someone slammed the door again.

Her body shivered on hearing the loud bang over the door. Her crying eyes denied opening themselves to the outer world. She forced her eyes open with much difficulty. She could see the hazy pale purple ceiling over her head. She sighed heavily and gasped slowly as she rubbed her wet eyes. She had been crying all the night but it seemed that it was just few moments before she was sitting in front of her laptop and reading the text Ansh had left her.

She looked onto her desk; her laptop was lying over it safely, untouched. Her eye brows squeezed in as she found the glass bottle beside her bed, unbroken. She could not understand what was going on around. She looked herself in the mirror, she looked exactly the same as she was looking last night when Ansh was here to comfort her.

Before she could come to some conclusion, the door banged again, harder this time. She walked up to the door nervously while her dilemma denied ending. She anticipated opening the door of her room with shivering hands and throbbing heart.

“Are you opening the door? I think your fatty PG owner is coming. Open it fast please” The voice was clearer now.

She knew the voice closely, very closely. She turned open the door and there she saw him standing just in front of her eyes. It was Ansh. He immediately got into her room and closed the door behind.

She stood there stoned looking at him like a lunatic. She looked around to understand what was happening. And soon she realized that it was a horrible nightmare. Everything was just a dream, the result, Ansh’s suicide and the CD.

She picked the cell phone from her desk and checked the date over and over again. It was 9th of August.

The results were supposed to be declared today. The date clarified that it was just a cruel nightmare. She stared at her laptop again, there wasn’t any CD. She looked at her wrist, there wasn’t any cut or a single drop of blood. There were just few patches of Dairy milk silk over her lips which Ansh had brought for her last night.

“Have you gone nuts? From past few minutes you are staring here and there. I am right here,” Ansh said in confusion. He could not understand the reason behind Megha’s weird behavior.

She did not utter a single word and broke into tears. Ansh was completely confused for whatever was going on. She ran into him and hugged him tightly; she hugged him tighter so that he can never escape her grip. He hugged her back and covered her delicate body in his arms completely. He kissed her forehead while she continued to scream and howl.

Megha looked into his eyes. His eyes were holding a little worry about Megha for not picking his calls up. She smiled like a princess in arms of her prince charming and hugged him again. Her head was resting on Ansh’s chest. His heart was beating faster. He was undoubtedly feeling special. He always wanted this shower of love from her, shower which would make his heart wet and soul bathe in love.

His soul mate was standing just next to him, merged in him. It was love, love at its purest form. Hugs from your loved ones are precious; make sure you hold each and every hug in your arms. It wasn’t the first hug. Though it felt like the first one where their souls met, met to eternity. It felt like holding the most precious life in arm’s length.

“Ansh…” she looked back in his eyes. Her eye lashes were wet. Her eyes had said everything. Ansh knew the feelings her heart posses, but he was unable to make her realize what she felt for him. The nightmare did the job. Megha’s eyes were actually speaking the language of love.

“Ansh..” She took his name again. She wanted to convey the magic he created in her life, but failed. She was looking for the proper words. She was seeking for those three magical words which left unsaid since last two and a half years.

She hugged him again. They were all alone in the room, silence persisted and they kept holding each other for few moments.

“Are you alright?” Ansh broke the silence.

“Hmmm…” she nodded, moving her head on his chest.

“I saw a nightmare,” she said like a little kid telling her mother what happened in her kindergarten school today. She wanted that immense care from Ansh. She wanted Ansh’s hand in her hair, telling her not to worry… Everything is alright and everything was alright when Ansh was around. She did not have to worry about anything.

“It was just a nightmare; everything is alright except my foot. You are standing on my foot.” Ansh tried to make her smile. She smiled out of her tears.

“You know tomorrow it is my birthday,” Megha confirmed.

“Oh! Is it tomorrow? I forgot.” Ansh chuckled. Their eyes met again, they both knew that he remembered her birthday.

“Now don’t tell me you have planned some handmade cards or any CD for my birthday present.”

“Who told you?” Actually, it was a card, but I messed everything. So, I created a CD for you,” he explained.

“I don’t want to see it. I know what’s in it,” she blushed. Ansh was still confused. Ignoring his confusion he preferred to hug Megha all over again.

“I love you,” she spoke softly while her warm breath brushed over his chest.

He pushed her out of his arms and held her shoulders. He looked straight into her eyes in shock to confirm what he had actually heard few seconds ago.

“What?” he asked nervously.

“I love you,” she blushed.

“I was stupid enough to ignore your love and care for me. What I feel for Mohit is attraction and what I feel for you is love, I realize it now,”

He did not utter a word, instead pulled her back in his arms and embraced her with all his right and promised he’ll keep doing that for all his life.

It does not take a long time for a nightmare to turn to reality. We all have some fears amongst our heart. Fear of losing someone is the most feared nightmare, so realize their worth before they go far away where your voice would no more be audible to them. Live, realize, love wisely and never ignore someone who makes every effort to make you smile or make you happy because they are the real treasures of your life.

The love I felt in her Arms,
The unsaid love which keeps me warm,

The way she holds me, the way she unfold me,
Makes me fall for her,makes me bend on my knee.

I don't have much to say,
What if I say, still you don't believe,
What if I convey, the emotions I weave.

The web of my love, the friendship conceived,
Made me die, still made me relive.

You may not listen the beats of my heart, the love dipped sounds.
in the end,
We stayed together, No Love Lost-No Love Found.


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Hey guys, so we’re ending the story here. Yes we know it’s a super short story but the moral we wanted to convey did its part in these five chapters itself so we won’t drag it anymore. This story was written for a purpose. It was highly adapted from my co blogger’s life. All I want to say to that girl of him is, “Hope you ‘felt’ this story” – Dhristy.

Alright, so I am going to propose someone here on page. I don’t know if she’ll get this but yet, this is the best way I found to tell her how much she means to me. My dearest She****, I love you. I really do and I will always do. I dare to admit it in front of so many people out there. This story was dedicated to you. I hope you know by now what I have been meaning, feeling and telling to you since so long. – Himanshu.


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